- The somber tone of my previous posts, and
- The long gap between posts
I am in the midst of a significant transition in my life.
My wife has wanted a divorce for a long time, but hasn't been willing to take the step -- probably because of the financial challenge. Neither of us has been happy for a several years now, but it got to the point where I was avoiding time at home -- with my incredible daughters -- to avoid being around their mother.
After wrestling with the decision for 6 months, I finally mustered up the resolve to take action.
So, I moved out. And have spent the past couple of months in a myasma of self-pity, regret, lonliness, and depression.
Done with that. Get busy living, or get busy dying -- and I'm not ready for death yet.